Not done a blog in ages.
I got a job in the GAP. It's all pretty straight forward i just stand around for a while, smile at a few people, then go home. Something to pass the time anyways, and it's earning me a few quid to spend for myself without asking my parents which is quite cool.
I need to start learning how to drive like next week... I've left it like 5 months or something now and i really wanna start now like defo. Tired of walking, haha.
That's all i think. I'm boring at the moment sorry.
14/08/2010
03/08/2010
Ventripotent.
Seriously need to do something about my life at the moment.
I've stopped exercising and it's defo starting to take its toll on my body. It really hit me a few days ago when i got 2 spots on my chin and a cut on my lip. I felt tired, greasy and I just feel as if my body iss putrefying from the inside out.
So ye, i thought this blog needed to be written so i have it down as a mental note in black and white - that i need to start exercising again. Thankyou and goodnight.
I've stopped exercising and it's defo starting to take its toll on my body. It really hit me a few days ago when i got 2 spots on my chin and a cut on my lip. I felt tired, greasy and I just feel as if my body iss putrefying from the inside out.
So ye, i thought this blog needed to be written so i have it down as a mental note in black and white - that i need to start exercising again. Thankyou and goodnight.
19/07/2010
Afflatus.
I've found myself feeling overly creative.
You may think this is a good thing but i can assure you for me, it's really not. I don't mean to be too thrasonical when i say this but... I've always thought there's a fine line between being a creative genius and being an absolute "head the ball". I prefixed this as i do consider myself to be extremely creative, yet i do not consider my technical skills to be as good as i would like them, i still have a lot to learn.
To be honest, I think it's more about being a perfectionist at the end of the day, - not ever being completely happy with what you create - but it's the only way to stay on top i feel. I don't believe that anyone should ever consider anything they do to be their best (unless they've reached a point in their life where they don't wish to carry on their vocation) otherwise they will never achieve anything better - and truly accept it.
You may think this is a good thing but i can assure you for me, it's really not. I don't mean to be too thrasonical when i say this but... I've always thought there's a fine line between being a creative genius and being an absolute "head the ball". I prefixed this as i do consider myself to be extremely creative, yet i do not consider my technical skills to be as good as i would like them, i still have a lot to learn.
To be honest, I think it's more about being a perfectionist at the end of the day, - not ever being completely happy with what you create - but it's the only way to stay on top i feel. I don't believe that anyone should ever consider anything they do to be their best (unless they've reached a point in their life where they don't wish to carry on their vocation) otherwise they will never achieve anything better - and truly accept it.
15/07/2010
Fashion.
I can't cope with the absolute number of wannabes recently.
In the space of a year i've completely lost all interest in the fashion industry thanks to all these hipster, wannabe fashionistas out there, each with about as much creativity in them as a macaroni picture frame.
They strut around with their blatantly bletcherous clothing, blogging their aeolistic opinions on trends. I for one, am on the verge of killing myself. The world of fashion does not need any more of these, henry holland/christopher kane arseholes! Yet sadly, this is the way i see things going.
It's hard to see something you love slowly lapidated by a barrage of sequins and studs.
In the space of a year i've completely lost all interest in the fashion industry thanks to all these hipster, wannabe fashionistas out there, each with about as much creativity in them as a macaroni picture frame.
They strut around with their blatantly bletcherous clothing, blogging their aeolistic opinions on trends. I for one, am on the verge of killing myself. The world of fashion does not need any more of these, henry holland/christopher kane arseholes! Yet sadly, this is the way i see things going.
It's hard to see something you love slowly lapidated by a barrage of sequins and studs.
12/07/2010
Emilia.
Went to Manchester today with Em.
It's weird how you can not see someone for almost half a year, yet when you do see them, it feels like it's only been a few days.
It's weird how you can not see someone for almost half a year, yet when you do see them, it feels like it's only been a few days.
11/07/2010
Vegan.
At the end of the day i always find myself drifting back to veganism/rawism/starvation etc. so i decided i may as well make a change for good - or at least one that lasts more than a few months.
I've been living 'la vegan loca' again for about 3 weeks now, and i've gotta say it's been goin pretty well. Tonight however... Things went, not-so-pretty-well... I was pacing my kitchen opening cupboards, drawers, the fridge; trying find something to eat (with no luck). With a bit of encouragement from my parents, i made myself some big ass chicken and sausage barm - i mean what sober mind would fashion such an unholy creation of chicken... and sausage... no!!! I still fucking ate it though.
The only explanation i can give, is that i was consumed by some, savage, hyperphagic, primordial emotion which forced me to take part in eating such debauched cuisine!!!!
Tomorrow calls for a large order of coffee and peppermint tea, methinks.
I've been living 'la vegan loca' again for about 3 weeks now, and i've gotta say it's been goin pretty well. Tonight however... Things went, not-so-pretty-well... I was pacing my kitchen opening cupboards, drawers, the fridge; trying find something to eat (with no luck). With a bit of encouragement from my parents, i made myself some big ass chicken and sausage barm - i mean what sober mind would fashion such an unholy creation of chicken... and sausage... no!!! I still fucking ate it though.
The only explanation i can give, is that i was consumed by some, savage, hyperphagic, primordial emotion which forced me to take part in eating such debauched cuisine!!!!
Tomorrow calls for a large order of coffee and peppermint tea, methinks.
07/07/2010
Basically.
Tried starting up a new blog but felt weird, i'm gutted that i deleted all my old posts off here as well.
Anyways i'm gna start off writing on here again... cos i rlly just cba with everyone and no one cares what i have to say at the end of the day.
Anyways i'm gna start off writing on here again... cos i rlly just cba with everyone and no one cares what i have to say at the end of the day.
14/01/2010
just two.
we'll drink champagne.
none of our friends will come.
they dodge our calls,
they have for quite some time.
but you don't seem to care.
none of our friends will come.
they dodge our calls,
they have for quite some time.
but you don't seem to care.
12/01/2010
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